its a crazy life

this picture has nothing to do with this post
i took it in April when we went to denver
its just a blur of chino from deftones
aka too much moshing in the pit for a steady picture
aka awesome
aka somewhat similar to life right now
aka aka crazy

and a busy one at that.
there is so much i need to
but dont remotely have the energy to do it
which makes me also lack motivation
the first being work on my geology class
the second being write on this blog
oh and clean house/do dishes

today was my last day at independence high
kinda sad
i will mainly miss the girls from 3rd hour
they are a group home
so they have all had a rough past
but i am going to try to go volunteer with them
i really do enjoy hanging out with the girls
but they also need some to be a friend
so i am excited to help them
and for some reason
i guess i am just drawn to hooligans

but in similar news
i am going to try to finish school a semester early
so that i can do an internship
instead if student teaching
i just feel that it would give me
the best experience and a better
jump start into the job world
and hopefully getting a job placement
when i graduate

i would really like to see myself
teaching at a school
for problem girls like the group homes
for some reason i just have a special
connection with them
and enjoy helping them
but we will see

i start at a middle school next week
so i guess i may decide that
i love pubescent children
and that i want to teach middle school

sometimes i fee weird
that i have such a passion for teaching
and then these post
like i wonder if people read this
and think that i am weird

oh well
all in a days work

bobby and i want to get a cat
or dog
hopefully we can work it out
or find a new place
which would mean i still need to take pictures of this place
but maybe a new place would initiate
a cleaner lifestyle and more
organized home
because of less mayhem
when we are moving in
aka not getting married

also another thing i have noticed about
being so busy is
i am so tired
and hungry
all the time
i take vitamin
and eat enough
maybe i need to eat less
so i will lose weigh
really just need to work out
but thats when my lacking motivation
comes into play again

its a vicious cycle
the life of a college student

until next time......